Cool On The Exterior, Warm Within
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007 @ 1:07 AM
A call woke me up from my beauty sleep this morning, bringing unexpectedly good news, which has the potential to become fabulously great news. Which is why I'm crossing all my fingers and toes for the rest of this week. Let you know if it really comes true!
So on an adrenaline rush of good cheer and humour, I completed another tenth of my pack-the-room operation. Which brings it up to 3/10! Everyone pls applaud! Thank you thank you.
These few weeks have been an endless spate of surprises. Pleasant surprises from friends all around; some who have found love, some who have been in luck. I'm really happy for them. But I'm wondering when my turn will come. Hoping for that turn in the tide.
I wonder if it's just me and my wall or it's just an inevitable gap that continues to yawn wider and wider. Am I pushing people away from me unintentionally? Or are we speaking two different languages while being face-to-face? My insecurity brings out the worst in me.
It's another rainy night, one that promises a good night's sleep with its soothing breeze and the pitter-patter of the raindrops. And perhaps as a new day dawns, I will forget all the nitty-pittys of past.
